With Devil on PC

When my most loved boy Monchichi left almost a week ago, im broken since that time... ive lsot two more rats rught before Monchichi so now i have two rats remaining.. Míša and her son Devil she had with Monchichi... Míša is crazy girl peeing everywhere so i focus on Devil mainly by taking him away from bedroom so he can get used to noises and different place... also he is learning to eat without fear out of cage. He even cleans himself out of the cage instead of being at alert the whole time. He is surprisingly good boy not traveling on the couch when im on PC, Monchichi was always cheeky and kept running away. Also Devil doesnt dare to get on my PC, he only watches the screen... Mainly when i played the memorial video of Monchichi ( www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxs54D… ) like if Devil really saw him there and recognized him... he never stared that much on any video like this one...

Devil really surprises me because i never knew him much...plush he also changed as he is getting older.. before he was even more shy and scared, he never really got tamed eventho he was born at home already... But eventho he is a good boy jsut sitting on my shoulder like this, i kinda.. dont feel much love coming from him... i loved all my rats but monchichi the most because i could feel his love back... but Devil and Míša? They dont even know what petting means.. they never enjoyed petting, it was jsut a touch for them... they do give kisses here and there, but there doesnt come aby feeling, they jsut clean my lips or hands, while Monchichi actually knew how to pus the love into every lick he left on my arms, lips, cheeks and eyelids hehe... Well... ill have to get over that... i know that nothing will ever replace my first rat Roxie and Monchichi and their true love that only them two were able to show...

I bet even Míša and Devil love me and i do love them...but its jsut not same... i only hope that i have chance to at least teach these two to be more tamed if nothing else... and this big black boy has his turn here... and diet.. he is on the limit of rat weight, youcan see those fat folds right? Diet time!