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I am a transgender guy at the beginning of my path, pre-everything and im still collecting informations about how transition goes in Czech Republic. It was all understable until one conversation started under one of my posts in czech FB transgender group.
People started to talk about how terrible it was for them to undergo "these two tests" before they were allowed to start their transition.
The terrible informations i found out got stuck in my head for a few months until i came back to the group today and asked more information.
What i found out is terrible and they confirmed that it is actually true.
First terrible test is that before our sexuologist gives us the first dose of hormones/testosterone, th sexuologist has to touch you on your private parts! The reason has never been given though. But i got some good tips how to avoide this as a female to male. I just can say im on my period and that my doctor taught me how to touch my breasts to recognize cancer tumors. That should keep that perverted sexuologist's hands away. They told me that only SOME sexuologists do this, sadly, in my case, the sexuologist that im visiting is one of those who does this "test".
But the another test is even worse! It is called phallometry for male to female and vaginal photoplethysmograph for female to male. It basically checks your arrousal while they show you pictures, videos and text stories from normal to pornographic, to even child porn! There is literally NO reason for doing this test yet it is happening. Not all sexuologists do this test but MOST of them do! My sexuologist does NOT do this luckily, but the most known sexuologist who is sending trans people to undergo this test is miss Svobodová from Ostrava.
Ive been looking for some proofs too of course and people linked me one article and one interview.
http://www.translide.cz/falometr
This is a main page for trans peopple in my country and this is the article talking about this test trans people have to undergo. Right in the top part of the article it says: "Takovými stimuly mohou být vyobrazení osob různých věkových skupin příslušníků obojího pohlaví (dospělé ženy, dospělí muži, dospívající děvčata, dospívající mladíci, malé holčičky, malí chlapci)"
In translation: "Such stimuli can be depictions of people of different ages of both sexes (adult women, adult men, adolescent girls, adolescent boys, little girls, little boys)" <<<basically admitting that there are pedofilic videos, pictures and text stories too.
There is also interview with czech transgender female model Peťa and she talks about undergoing this test too: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWGxaA33IgA it starts at 15:44. At 19:14 she says that there were "dětské záležitosti", translated to "child matters". The interviewer also confirmatively asks at 19:20 "V rámci vyšetření tvojí genderový identity tě nutěj koukat na dětský porno." translated to "As part of the examination of your gender identity, you are forced to watch child porn." and Peťa jsut keeps answering "Ano" aka "Yes". And at 19:27 the interviewer jsut adds "To je paní Svobodová z Ostravy a mnozí další." translated to "So that's miss Svobodová (sexuologist) from Ostrava (part of czech republic) and many others (sexuologists)".
So this crap is happening in Czech Republic, ladies and gentlemens... And i decided to spread it through reddit and deviantart. If you want, you can repost this so more people know about what is happening here. Its really disgusting.
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Since everything is getting more and more fucked up in my life, why not to fuck it up even more by openly confirming what i hinted to for a few years but never had balls to accept until lately.. I dont feel the best right now so i might regret revealing this later but fuck it.
People already know im biromantic asexual. Newly i hinted to the fact im genderfluid. But it doesn't end there.
I hate being physically female. Those of you who know that i put a little bit of my personality and wishes into my OCs and those of you who know my oc Zik might find a connection now. The thing is, i feel to be a guy. I feel to be a biromantic guy who is bodyfluid, aka sometimes feels feminine rather than being a girl that sometimes feels masculine. I dont know if this has some calling in the lgbt+ community too, im really just a noob in these things but this is who i feel to be.
If i could, id undergo the gender surgery, but it costs $50k. I heard its for free in my country but i didn't search it deeper.
Few people that knew about this earlier already asked me what to call me. So for those who might wonder.. Im used to she\her. But I might abandon that soon.. if youd want to make me feel happy, you can use they\them. Id be the happiest for he\him too even if i dont look like a male at all.. 😞
About m6 name. Its Angelina with nickname Angi. If i could be a male, id be renamed to Angelo, so the nickname Angi can stay, so just keep calling me angi...or angelo heh..
My art mascot Angi the ratto stays female for now tho..
I might regret revealing this later since i already received many homophobic hate on here, instagram and other pages. But for now i feel like this should be said even if it means losing friends, getting hate or being called crazy..